*this blog is mainly just my thought process of today. enjoy.*
When I Think on what CGA has been, I start to realize so many things. This season has brought me tremendous joy as I have come to know The Father so much more deeply and intimately than ever before. I have watched Him break me, mold me into His image. I have seen my faith and trust in Him grow as I’ve been ripped from my comfort zone in class and started using my voice to speak up and speak life into things. I’ve seen answered prayers and daily provisions in more ways than I can count. I have seen God provide for my every need as I seek his face, seek to be obedient to His will.
I stopped walking in a victim mindset and started walking in a Kingdom mindset.
I started to use my voice instead of letting people dictate me.
I’ve grown so much in boldness, and what it takes to be someone who is led by the Holy Spirit.
This season.
This is a season that is so good to me. My teachers push me, challenge me, encourage me, and love me so well. I don’t think I have ever found such a beautiful sense of belonging in such short period of time.
And yet, I am so restless. Extremely restless. God has made promises to me, shown me glimpses of the future He has planned for me. I see the beginnings of a ministry that are in my heart. I know His plans for me are far greater than anything I could ever ask or imagine. I have prayed diligently and waited expectantly, knowing His promises will be fulfilled. And, just as I enjoy each season of the year, toward the end of the season I find myself restless, but not ready to move to the next season.
The same sense of restlessness seems to invade every aspect of my life right now, the longing to see this season last a little bit longer.
This is where I’m at right now. And thats perfectly okay.
I’m learning all about Seasons.
For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven. A time to be born and a time to die. A time to plant and a time to harvest. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time to tear down and a time to build up. A time to cry and a time to laugh. A time to grieve and a time to dance. A time to scatter stones and a time to gather stones. A time to embrace and a time to turn away. A time to search and a time to quit searching. A time to keep and a time to throw away. A time to tear and a time to mend. A time to be quiet and a time to speak. A time to love and a time to hate. A time for war and a time for peace.
…Yet God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God’s work from beginning to end. Ecclesiastes 3:1-11
